i get severe anxiety at night and as result i have such a hard time falling asleep.
last night around 4:15am i texted my bf saying "i can't sleep" he knows my issues and why i cant sleep.
i just felt lonely and sad, i dunno, i know it was kind of selfish of me to text him. but i didnt think it was going to wake him. he didnt respond to that text
this morning around 7am, i got 3 texts saying "how fucking inconsiderate you are, and now you have to wake up bc i guess thats how it works"
he proceeds to call me and chew me out swearing, belittling me, yelling at me like a child
apparenly the text woke him up, but he ended up falling back asleep.
i'm so mad and upset, i dont know if i should apologize or not. or if i should not talk to him, or whatever.
what would you do?