If anyone remembers this post.
Bit of an update and a question. I raised $210 AU at a local event to donate to a foundation that help with mood disorders and Suicides. Made a big card and everything where people can say their goodbyes.
Everybody is crying thier hearts out and I am hardly crying, I feel in shock an denial but no where as sad as these others,
I have known her i think the longest of everyone and I dont know...I feel broken. I know not everyone grieves the same but I feel like there is something really wrong with me.
Why can I not cry for her? just wtf!?
She is the one on right