I had a big day planned for tomorrow (Australia Day) and now my best mate has bailed on me. We were suppose to have a bbq then go out to the club for the arvo while we waited for our other mates to get back from the beach. But my best mate just called me & said he'd come over for the bbq but isn't coming out with me.
I'm guessing it's because he went out tonight & got drunk with the money he was suppose to use for our alcohol tomorrow, seeing as I bought a $50 slab of beer & 2 packs of smokes for us last week!
And the rest of my friends are going to the beach for the day & I really don't want to go because I don't feel comfortable being surrounded by a bunch of blonde beach bunnies looking gorgeous while I sit there at 115kg (250lbs) in my swimmers.
SO NOW I'M ALL SAD & TEARY & FEEL LIKE SHIT CAUSE I'M SICK OF HIM BAILING ON ME & I'M SICK OF FEELING LIKE A HORRIBLE FAT ASS & I'M TRYING NOT TO CRY WHICH IS BEING IRRATIONAL!!
UGH, CAN YOU TELL ME THAT HE'S A DOUCHEBAG & TELL ME A FUNNY STORY OR SOMETHING?! PLEASE?