I love my SO very much and find him incredibly attractive. I thought it might have been my birth control but I've been off for a month now to see if that's it, but it's only helped a little. I stopped smoking weed (that's a long story) and I acquired this problem sometime around then, although I'm not sure if that's legit. My SO and I are around each other constantly, so could it be that there's no real time for me to feel like I'm being deprived? I've had a lot of stress lately trying to figure out where I'm going in life, maybe that's a distraction?
Is it a combination of these things? Am I really all out of libido at 18? Do I just suck?
I used to be horny all the time. Now he feels that my inability to get in the mood nearly as often means that I don't find him attractive anymore. That's definitely not the case and I don't want him thinking that way.