did the inappropriateness of the attraction ever bother you?
I am strangely attracted to a very much younger (he's 18 and im 22) guy to whom I should not be attracted to. He's an ex client of mine from a group home I used to work at... and it's bothering me because I feel like a creepo.
EDIT: i realize that the age gap isn't huge, but it feels like he's a lot younger because i was his staff had to supervise him and stuff.. i felt like a babysitter. i think thats why he feels so much younger than he is.