Me and my boyfriend of two and a half years broke up for good, about three weeks ago. I had the idea that we were going to take a break, not talk for a while, and see how it worked out. I'm still in love with him, but I doubt he is. I know it was wrong of me, but I read this one of his friends, girlfriends friends journals [ whom they're trying to get my ex and her to get together] ; talking about how much of an awesome time she had with my ex, and how she loved sitting under the stars and stuff with him, and it turns out he took her to places he would *only* take me, (yeah I sound obsessive) but, this totally made me upset, since he told me that he hasn't met anyone, and he hasn't been hanging out w/ anyone but his friends. (guy friends) I'm totally hurt by this. and I can't stop thinking about it =/
How can I help myself get over him?