Problem is, I don't feel any different. I look in the mirror and still see a fat, ugly person. I don't understand what my boyfriend sees in me, and honestly, all the compliments he gives me about my body haven't made me feel better, instead they have made me feel more self-concious. Because now I know someone is actually looking at my body! It makes me very uncomfortable.
With summer on the way I'm going to have to wear less clothing and it's scaring me because I don't have the confidence for it.
It's bizarre to me, that I can look in the mirror and see someone fat, ugly and unattractive, but my family/friends/boyfriend don't view me that way.
Has anyone else had a similar problem? Is there any way to deal with it and somehow change the way I see myself?