..this is an awkwardly-worded question. real-life base, aka example: me and a friend of mine both applied to the roleplay, but she got rejected after submissions, and i got accepted as-is. i have WORSHIPPED this girl since i met her for her roleplay, so it's wierd. i'm like "how did i get in and her not. o_0"
also: livejournal +mem feature. do you use it? did you? for what?
I just went back and deleted all the memories i had from 2006, because none of them are relevant anymore.
EDIT: i don't mean like 'shrine' and 'oh god bless me with your presence' worship, i mean like, i really look up to this person and admire their ability and would like to be as good as them.