Going back to my previous issues, she brought up last night that I "owed it to her to come outside and talk", so does it mean I am in debt to her for good deeds she does every once in a while to get me to stop whining? I think you all might be right and we might want to go to being casual acquaintances and not "best friends" since neither one of us can handle that responsibility, or think of "best friend" as something entirely different. She's already got a boyfriend and a large following of people who love her so I am not really necessary and I don't like to have to split my friends with other people since they focus their attention on the other people more.
Am I being childish?
1) If your mom has to get cancer for your friends to show you they care, do your friends really care?
2) Am I in debt to her for good deeds she does every once in a while to shut me up?
3) Should I be okay with not having a best friend?
4) Am I being childish?
There ya go, lots of food for thought.
If you have no idea what I'm talking about but think you give good advice, the topic is a page or two down so go look for it and know the whole thing and then come back. Or you can advise me from just what you've read here, I think it is enough to go on.