||[Sep. 12th, 2013|03:35 pm]
The Question Club
I need to move out of my mom and step-dad's house. Living here is a nightmare. I always feel like nobody listens to how I feel and I'm becoming more and more detached, especially to my mom and brother, who always acts like an entitled, spoiled little brat and he gets away with it. Everything I try to tell them just turns into a huge argument all the time. I hate arguing and wish they would listen to me and validate my feelings instead of attacking them. I don't even know if I love them anymore. Actually, I hate their guts! I've reached my breaking point. I can't deal with this any longer.|
I can't live with my grandparents because I felt overwhelmed living with them before, and my dad's family is controlling and they treat me like I'm a little kid and put so much pressure on me, like my dad always did. Not to mention he abused and neglected me (physically and emotionally) and his family is always on his side. I don't have any friends I could live with either.
How can I move out when I have only $25 on me, no place to go, and no job (Been trying to get one for a while, but nobody wants me, probably because I don't have much experience and I've been out of work too long)? I'm desperate!
Have any of you ever felt this way?