||[Jul. 12th, 2012|02:10 am]
The Question Club
I feel depressed lately, my brother is about to go to college and I'm sad. I worry also. I went off from home to college and did well then got very depressed and had anxiety problems and had to quit and come home. My sister went to college and did ok but then drank and partied too much and failed out and had to come home. I'm worried, what if my brother ends up bad off. He doesn't party, but what if he gets depressed or issues like me. I just worry, is this normal for me to feel this way?
I also feel like a failure because I live at home and work at a big box store, though I'm going to be graduating from community college soon (2 more classes left), but my brother is going to be going to college, and my sister is in the navy, and my brother has said he might join the military at some point. If he joined and then both him and my sister were in the navy, do you think my parents would think less of me? I don't want to join and I'm pretty sure I'm ineligible anyway.