||[Dec. 31st, 2011|03:52 pm]
The Question Club
tonight, i will be drinking, with the intention of getting comfortably drunk. i haven't touched alcohol in quite a few years, since i went through the whole 'hey i'm legal let's drink as much as possible and vomit and have an awful hangover the next day!' thing, and the feeling of being overly drunk is not something i want to experience again, but for some reason, tonight i really want to say 'fuck it' and drink, maybe because i'm always in such strict control and constantly denying myself things that i want (eating disorder issues), and i just want to not be like that.|
i bought a 4-pack of blueberry-lemonade vodka beverage, and a bottle of blackberry merlot.
i will be with my partner and friends, playing board games, watching bad movies, and eating sushi.
have any of you ever given up drinking for a while? what was it like when you drank again? are you glad you gave it another try?
what will you all be drinking?
what will you be doing besides drinking?