|Sorry, this may be long and boring to most.
||[Feb. 22nd, 2011|09:26 am]
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So my fiance broke up with me again last night. I'm pretty sure nobody would remember the last time he did, back in October when I talked about it, but he's done it again. Only this time I'm not letting him fall back on me and say sorry like I stupidly did last time. He says he's not happy but won't tell any details why. He doesn't feel the connection we had, even though he loved on me constantly and always had fun together. I just feel used, since now I feel like the times we got intimate, they were all a lie. :\ I'm not sad, I'm more fucking angry he did this to me because he basically wants to play video games all night without me saying to go bed. I thought all along after the first time it happened, things were great. He was my first. It sucks royally.|
The only real shitty part of this is, I'm stuck here in GA. I came here to be with him, so that was the possibly stupid, but at the time was a good idea. Now I have to lug my 4 kitties and I to Oregon in my car by Thursday or Friday. I'm so scared driving alone, but cannot wait to have my mom come and help me. I just need the fuck OUT of here. :( Sorry...bad rant.
Would you feel betrayed if your loved one did this to you not once, but TWICE? What things can I do to feel better? I'm going to work one last time today and telling them what happened, my boss will understand.
Add on: I wanted to just apologize to anyone who I may have offended with my sometimes rude and snarky comments. This move will make me a lot more happy and the time moving from GA to OR will calm me. That may sound like bullshit, but I never intended to be an asshole on here. I guess being with this douche bag made me unhappy in some ways too.