||[Nov. 10th, 2010|02:08 pm]
The Question Club
i am confuse|
more or less angry
why there are still a lot of people out there who commit suicide as like their life is nothing important when there are tons of people out there who are struggling and hanging on for their dear life fighting cancer?
i wish i could kill them myself really
*caught in emotion*
if only they could switch their life maybe there will be an end to the suffering on both side,
i do feel sad for the people who ends their life, i feel sad because they cannot see the beautiful side of life that make them unable to face the cruelness of life itself,
yes i know that life sometimes can be hard,
feeling caged, insecure, isolated and the endless lists to be mentioned,
simply full of craps,
but don't you think giving up your life for all the bullshits are worthless?
think of the feelings for those out there who had cancer, hanging on to the thin line of their life, uncertainty of their life for tomorrow, if there's still one,
waiting for their expected last day,
oh god. i don't know why they're not thinking of committing suicide right away,
i am not in a position to say out why,
maybe it's true when one says
"when you are about to lose something, till then you realized every little thing that you overlooked before, it makes you appreciate life better"
i don't know for sure
maybe i should go making a research and interviewing people,
i am still learning about the meaning of life for me,
lets keep this in mind,
i am going to die anyway,
now or sooner or maybe later,
why not enjoy the times while it's still lasts,
may it be bitter or happy life,
let's enjoy to our heart's content!