||[Mar. 21st, 2007|01:05 pm]
The Question Club
When I was about 5 or 6, I used to have these dream-like states where I would "wake up" and be sitting up in bed already. Before I could grasp full consciousness, I would have this rush of feelings... this rush of blackness that to this day I cannot explain. It was more than monsters and boogeymen. I felt like I was a soul floating away, with the whole universe in front of me, drifting away from everything solid and material I had ever known. There was no such thing as blankets and beds, teddy bears and such -- it was all just blackness. I felt like I hadn't been born yet. I couldn't even take comfort in thinking of my mother to protect me, because, like my soul, hers was lost in the blackness too. |
Please don't discount this as some troll question, I'm being serious. Does anybody else have anything similar that relates to this?
ETA: I wasn't on any meds as a child. I later developed hypothyroidism as a teen, if that is of any significance. And to the person who asked if they were night terrors, they were scary enough to feel like them. I did cry from them but never did the screamy thing or anything.