|Late night ramblings. :)
||[Apr. 20th, 2005|01:09 am]
The Question Club
Ok... two questions... :)
First, what's something you've done recently that has made you proud of yourself, regardless of how others felt about it? :)
And secondly... I'm pretty sure I already know the answer to this one, but I just wanted to see if anyone else is going through this. (A friend suggested that it's probably because it's almost Spring...wtf?)
Anyways... After 20+ years (I'm 26 now) of not wanting children... I'm suddenly in some ....alternate universe or something... Every single night I dream about being pregnant (It's impossible for me to be pregnant, trust me). I also find myself wanting to pounce on just about any half-decent looking guy around. It's like my body has suddenly decided it MUST HAVE BABIES NOW SO I MUST F*CK EVERYONE I SEE! And tonight, I found myself crying, repeatedly, while watching Uptown Girls!
I mean... WHAT THE FORK, man... My initial thought was maybe it's pms, but I have never, ever in my life felt like I do now. Hypothetically, I'm too young for menopause or the "body clock is ticking" syndrome... Besides, intellectually, I don't even want children.
It's just my body that is going crazy psycho thinking I must.have.much.babies.now.damn.it. (I know, incorrect english and punctuation there. It was intentional.)
Any ideas about what's going on? Or is this just part of being a woman of almost 30 years?
Thanks in advance for any replies. =D
ETA: I was raised completely by men. By very stupid men, at that. There's much about being a woman/what a woman goes through that I don't know yet. Things like this happen and I freak out, because I don't realize it's normal. So please forgive me if my question seemed stupid. =|