||[Jun. 27th, 2004|11:53 pm]
The Question Club
|||||Cake - Going The Distance||]|
I'm a 17/m and I have a problem with motivating myself to change. I intend to do things, get a job, get a tan, get my (minor) acne cleared up, build some muscle, but every time I try to do something I lose motivation and just stop trying. Lately I've met someone online, and I'm getting back to trying to change things, but I worry about not being able to change myself out of this scrawny, lazy, hermetical lifestyle I'm trapped in. Whats the best way to get myself up and going on things without going into despair a few days later and giving up...at least I haven't given up on her, that seems to be a bright path to walk but other things must change before I can really be with her (Like getting a job to pay for moving across the country once I turn 18 XD).