June 13th, 2004



Ok I took my final exam on Thursday. Now I have about four months until I start university.

I work part time around 12-16 hours a week and the chance of any more overtime is slim. So I'm looking for other stuff to do. I have a pile of books to read and DVDs to watch but I would like to do something else.

Any suggestions? Perferably with a UK citizen in mind ;-)

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When somebody says they "popped her cherry", is that referring to a girl's hymen breaking, or something else?

If you wrote a book, but didn't necessarily want it to be published, is it still possible to get it put into book form with pages and a cover (instead of, say, a bunch of Microsoft Word documents)?


Okay here's the deal. Last year I was 30 pounds lighter than this year? What am I doing different? Nothing. No really, nothing. I'm eating the same and working out twice as hard. So why the weight gain? Well, my guess is because I stopped taking Wellbutrin (an anti-depressant). A cause effect is weight loss. So even though I am eating right and going to the gym day after day for endless hours, my efforts seem futile. I want to take the Wellbutrin again... so get back to my 'normal' weight. But you shouldn't take an anti-depressant simply to loose weight. But staying at my CURRENT weight is getting me depressed. Do I take it, or not? What do I do?
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I've got a song stuck in my head but I can't figure out what it is. It's kind of lounge-y, and I remember the following lyrics:

If you stumble just be tongue in cheek
Love is always just like hide and seek
Romeo, Juliet did it too, so don't be blue, just don't be blue...

Male singer, piano, maybe some drums. My subconscious might be embroidering, I don't know.

I've tried googling the lyrics but I've come up with nothing.



I know this may sound ridiculous, but be patient.

I dont use ebay all that often. In fact, I think I have used it only 3 or 4 times in the past, and that was well over a year ago. Now, however, I am stuck trying to buy tickets from ebay, and it shouldnt be all that difficult, right?

My problem is that I keep getting out-bid in the final seconds of the auction. By like a dollar. It has happened 3 times today, and, quite frankly, it is making me crazy. I feel like this shouldnt be that difficult.

Does anyone have any advice for me to prevent this from happening yet again?

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    phish - Divided Sky

If you dont want to answer. Thats fine. :)

I just turned 22. and i know i shouldnt be feeling 'old' but...when you think about it. it's 8 years from 30.

what were you doing when you were around my age?
did you travel?
did you find youre soulmate? (if you believe in soulmates, as I know from previous questions :P)
were you in college or near completetion of college?
did you have a house to pay off?

The reason why im asking all of this is, I think that i've wasted my life, doing stupid things.
Maybe being immature isnt fun all the time. but when i think about it, I would be boring. and then i just wouldnt be fun (haha i think im fun? what the hell?)

Also, did you think you would end up where you are now?

My biggest problem would be that, I look too far into the future, i dont take things as they come, i prefer reliability and security over trouble and doubt.

Im a 22 year old mistake. haha.

thanks, in advance
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    Karlito (Mafia k1 Fry) - La Rue Cause (Yems)