June 19th, 2003


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if a guy wants to have a one night stand with you.
hes hot and he told me he has only been with two people knowing im a virgin.
wtf does he think of me? meaning does he think im hot that he would want that or that im not good enough for a relationship with him.
Radical Edward, Edward Wong Hau Pepelu Tivrusky IV

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Have any of you ever realized that the most important person in your life (at any given time) could never possibly feel the same way about you?

What did you do about it?


Last Christmas I promised my parents that I would quit smoking. That was their Christmas present.

Since then, I have assured them over and over that I have quit with only the occasional slip-up.

That is a bold-faced lie which I feel REALLY bad for telling in the first place.

But today is my first day of really trying to quit. But I have come to realize that I really don't want to quit. I LOVE smoking. I LOVE the way it makes me feel. I LOVE the ritual. I LOVE my Camel Lights.

Barring all of that crap about how unhealthy it is for you (trust me, I already know how bad it is for me, so please spare me the lectures... :), should I quit? Is it even worth me trying to quit? Am I being selfish here? Am I even going to be able to quit, seeing as deep down I don't really WANT to?
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Ok, I want to change my LJ layout, but I have no idea what I want it changed to. Suggestions anyone?

What colors?
Should there be any pictures? Of what?

Let me know!

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