March 28th, 2003

random//my dumb face

Excercise!

Excercise questions!

One: I've been doing the yoga that's on the Basic Yoga for Dummies tape, and I'm not ready to advance to the next tape yet, but I feel like I want to do more. Should I just do more of each excercise (each one is done for 6 breaths on the tape), look for different excercises online and do those, or do the routine again later at night? Or should I just not do more at all.

Two: I like doing crunches, I've done them on and off since I was a kid, but I can never seem to remember to do a set amount every day. So which is better, doing maybe twenty in the morning today, fifteen tomorrow night, (basically doing them sporatically) or should I just not do any at all?
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OUCH

It's like this my girlfriend and I broke up a few weeks ago but she wants to be friends. Unlike most people, she actually means it. Since the break up we really have become friends.

The break up from what I was told was because she has a lot of issues. Recently I find it's because she doesn't like me in a sexually way and really sees me more as a friend/ a brother. She knows I'm the kind of guy she's always wanted. I'm different from all of her ex-boyfriends. I'm a genuine nice guy. She says that she thinks she's unable to see me "that way" because she had been with her last two boyfriends so long (a combination of 6 years) that it'll take time for her to get used to anything else.

So she thinks if we remain friends and nothing but the title changes she'll start to feel "that way" torwards me after a little bit of time passes. I'm just wondering...Is it even possible ? Has anyone ever seen anything like that work out ?

Since then Nothing much has changed in relationship except we don't kiss any more. She sometimes says she loves me but she means it in a "like a brother" way and so I can't stand hearing that. It drives me nuts and now we are about to go to college and we've enrolled in the same school and I don't think I'll be able to handle it when she starts dating other people either.
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