Now I have flown A LOT in my life including several out of the country trips. Last year, I watched a television show dedicated to plane crashes and spent the rest of the night online researching interview stories about people who have survived awful and horrific crashes. Basically, I have scarred myself for life. I am now absolutely terrified of getting on a plane and I have to on Friday. Is anyone else in this boat? What do you do? I am literally 80% sure that I am going to die on Friday and have been obsessing over my "last days" on this earth :( I want to cancel but I literally can't.
Does anyone have any tips or suggestions for me?