acidrain (acidrain) wrote in thequestionclub,
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sorry if this doesn't make much sense or seems ridiculous, but...

say you're unemployed in a place where jobs are quite hard to get and suffering from anxiety and bpd. you're currently not doing great and are shakily getting past a suicidal spiral. at your last food service job a couple years ago, you passed out and got physically ill from anxiety and this culminated in you actively making yourself sick (by chugging salt water or mucinex) or physically harming yourself (giving yourself black eyes and such) to get away from the place.

would you try to get a job as a waitress at a restaurant you know has overbearing owners (they're older, the place is their life, etc.)? does it even sound worth it? you have a connection there via a friend, which on one hand will make getting the job easier but on the other hand will add stress about letting them down if you have another mental breakdown. :/
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