Ever feel like every aspect of your life has gone to hell? Remind me how to deal with that again?
I'm in my final semester of college and working two jobs, an internship and finishing classes and my capstone. I'm also in the midst of looking for jobs. My friendships have gone to hell. I wasn't the most pleasant person to be around recently anyway lately due to all the stress I had been ing through, and a really good friend of mine passed away a few weeks ago. Since then, I haven't been dealing very well. I try to put it out of my head, but today family stuff kind of set me off and reminded me what had happened. I called my boyfriend in a particular upset phase and he told me he didn't know what to say to me anymore. he admitted to me tonight that he's really close to dumping me because he doesn't think he can make me happy anymore :(. I think im in over my head right now. I honestly don't blame him, because I went from people a cheerful person before this semester of hell started to being downright miserable. Stil, it sucks.