Today my husband told me something that was devastating to me and I've cried most of the day. Now I just want to get drunk.
What should I drink?
I don't like drinks that have a strong alcohol taste. I like flavored vodkas and rums. I have all sorts of soda and if I needed something else I could pick it up at the Class 6.
Have you tried the cotton candy vodka? Is it good?
I'm going to vent a little:
My husband is a soldier and he was deployed to AFG. While he was over there, I got cancer and his unit sent him home.
Today he told me that he resented me and the cancer for his having to come home early.
YOU RESENT ME BECAUSE I GOT CANCER. WHICH I HAD NO CONTROL OVER, AND DOUBT I WOULD HAVE CHOSEN TO HAVE. THANKS, BUDDY.
You don't think I resented it? You don't think I hated it?
I ended up being hospitalized for depression because of it. Which he also resents me for, BTW.
I'm really trying to understand where he's coming from, but really, I'm just gutted.
I'm off to the liquor store.
