dragonflyinlove (dragonflyinlove) wrote in thequestionclub,

So, I may have accidentally thrown away that papers I got in the mail about signing up for jury duty....how much trouble am I going to get in?

So...I usually refrain from asking these types of questions because whenever it comes up in the real world people usually just tell me to "suck it up, nobody likes how they look" but its to the point where I dont function normally anymore.

Im NOT a good candidate for therapy...so I come to you TQC :

How do you get over body hate?

I have never been happy with my body, even when I was 135 pounds and built like a tank...that was probably the closest I came though.

Most of my hate centers on my breasts, now even more so, because after having my child its become apparent that my anatomy is the reason I cannot breastfeed...so I have to pump...which is mentally and physically draining.

I cannot shower without a sports bra on because I cant stand the sight of them or the thought of having to touch them anymore than needed.

I have to avoid mirrors as much as possible as well.

To make matters worse, I need to lose between 60-80 pounds and Im TERRIFIED to do so because Im afraid when I do I will just be left with a bunch of nasty saggy skin and I STILL wont be happy with myself...and I cant afford surgery to fix it.

I guess this is more of a vent then a question...does anyone have any input?

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