dragonflyinlove (dragonflyinlove) wrote in thequestionclub,
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So shit keeps hitting the fan, Im panicking and could really just use to positive words...or you know..a bottle of vodka...


So, some of you know, because I posted about it....Last month my son was born and spent 3 weeks in the NICU 2 hours away which ate up pretty much all of our savings in gas driving back and forth.

Then last week a car exploded in the parking lot destroying our tires/rims/wheel wells and killing the rest of our savings.

Now guess what?


After the stress of last week and a hard few nights with the kid the husband and I finally got some time to ourselves and decided to get it on..I cant use birth control because Im breastfeeding so we have been using condoms.

THE FREAKING CONDOM BROKE!


We seriously have no money for Plan B, much less an abortion and my insurance covers neither of those.

I had to have an emergency c-section with Jasper so even if we were ready for our second child it would be extremely dangerous for me and also would be an automatic repeat c-section.

Im flipping out, I feel like an selfish idiot for having sex...my husband is panicking too :(

I dont know what to do...I guess I just needed to vent... GOD DAMN IT!





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