Is anyone else petrified of the gym/working out?

My SO and I got free trial memberships to a local gym. I walked in to a room of males, went to the women's section and began crying. I'm in my car now waiting for my BF to come out because I didn't want him to miss out. He likes the gym.

I have never stepped foot in a gym before, btw, nor do I really work out. I walk and try to ride my stationary bike at home. I'm in terrible shape, am very heavy right now due to medication side effects. I also have a ton of very noticeable scars from self harm.

Tell me I'm not the only person who is crazy like this?

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